The Beginning

I have been in the swing of weight gain and weight loss for the last 12 years. Mostly the swing goes towards weight gain and stays for longer period of time. So this pendulum does not follow pattern of pendulum defined by physics.

Now I have taken a step forward to move towards weight loss and stay there forever.

So what is that motivated me to make this choice ?
Ans: There is no one answer to this question. The answer includes, undesired shape of tummy that stops me being myself. Back pain associated with the weight gain. Public and private insults by people around me.